Hmmm.

Well, I work for the city in city Hall, in the payroll department. Go me! (but I only make $5.15)

I don't really know what to say. I've enjoyed summer so far, but I wish I didn't have to work..

I LOVE my car. Ah-ma-zing.

And Chris --STOP BEING SO EMO!

:)

I still read xanga. still get it in my e-mail.

Life isn't over yet.

Actually, Saturday me and some friends are going to get to go see Harry Potter #5 in IMAX in Houston! FUN STUFF MAN! I get to drive! SCARY! driving in houston baby.

well, I'm gonna go. I just got finished vaccuming mine && my mom's cars. SO later!

hil.

not like i ever update this anymore, or anyone comes here.
but i'm bored.
i'm avoiding my homework, which i'll kick myself for later.
so anyways...hmm. wats been goin on with me?
me and brayden have been dating for 7 months!
  which is great! but sometimes it scares me. not that we argue or anything. and not that i dont love him or am thinking about breaking up, sometimes things just arent like they used to be. we get bored, or those little things that annoy me and i kknow i have things that annoy him. he just is too stubborn to tell them to me so i can work on it. maybe cuz last time he got onto me i cried. probably. but he was out of line then, it was kind of different. sometimes, we just disagree on something, or he doesnt want to admit something-lastnight- sometimes, while we are on the phone at night, i'm rambling about something irrelevant and pointless, but he's not talking, and i dont like silence, i just fall asleep then! and he'll interrupt me about something just as pointless and irrelevant that he found on the computer(which he's been messin around on the conversation and thus why he's not talking) and then never apologize or say anything about it and it just goes back to silence!! ugh. i dont know. not that any of this is worth complaining about or anything. but whenever it happens frequently...and i can't tell him! i complain enough as it is. tho he'll probably read this. i dont know if he will or not.

gotta go help mom.
peace.

Currently Listening One X By Three Days Grace see related

wow. its been a while since i last posted. but of course..what's there to say? all ihave is to brag. :) and no one likes a bragger..but how can ihelp myself? SIX FREAKIN MONTHS BABY! two more days and me and bray made it to six months. thats awesomeness right there. (yess i realize people date longer, but look at my dating-record) anyways, just thought i'd post...if anyone even looks at this!! heh,

MUAH!

Brayden paid for me to get my cartlidge pierced for my birthday! its sore...i can't sleep on that side of my head...

:]

happy belated birthday to me..

a quiz. cuz im bored.

1. Where were you when it turned 2006?
at Kevin's house.

2. How did you get the idea for your xanga name?
i don't remember. i think i was fighting with my parents.

3. What song are you listening to right now?
stupid girls by pink

4. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry?
nope

5. What color underwear are you wearing?
red and blue. :]

6. Do you own an iPod?
nope

7. What did you do this morning?
go to school. heh, woke up late ;)

8. What does your dad do for a living?
printing

9. Where do you work?
dont work.

10. What ended your last relationship?
he wasn't much of a talker, and I am. plus, I found someone else.

11. What are the last two digits of your phone number?
40

12. What is the last concert you attended?
Dog Jam '06 - Staind, Shinedown, Breaking Benjamin, Black Stone Cherry, & Hinder

14. What was the last movie you watched?
i dont remember.

15. What do you dislike at the moment?
how my parents complain alot. how i complain alot. how my bf was sick earlier. and that i have to go to church in a few.

16. What food do you crave right now?
chocolate-always

17. Did you dream last night?
i think so. i dont usually remember

18. What was the last TV show you watched?
Spike TV's Scream Awards

19. What is your favorite piece of jewelry?
my guitar pic necklace

20. Where did you take your default pic?
its an icon, but the one i'm going to change it to is on my bed.

21. What was the last thing you ate?
spagetti

22. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex?
my bf- brayden

23. Who last messaged you?
if u mean cell then brayden, on here, no one

24. Are you on any medication?
no

25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
no, its a twin sized bed, i take it ALL up.
:)

26. What color shirt are you wearing?
black

27. What exactly are you wearing right now?
black hightop converse, blue jeans, and an AFI "Miss Murder" t-shirt

28. What is your favorite frozen treat?
chocolate milkshakes

29. How many piercings do you have?
one in each ear, (i want two in each ear...mom says i'll have to pay to get that.)

30. What's your favorite store?
i dunno. i shop at more than one place.

 31. Are you thirsty right now?
yes.

32. Can you imagine yourself ever getting married?
yes

33. Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss?
chris

34. What did you do last night?
stayed at home.

35. Do you care what people think about you?
yeah, who doesnt?

36. Have you ever done something to instigate trouble?
hehe, not on purpose

37. Do you like your nose?
yeah

38. What color is your bedroom?
BLUE!!!

40. What are your font colors on AIM?
black

oh where did 41 and 42 go? i know!!! (i deleted them. one asked where i lived)

43. Do you like facial hair?
depends on the guy... depends on what it looks like...

44. When are you going to quit smoking?
i dont smoke.

45. Do you have any siblings?
yep.

46. Do you have any bad habits?
yeahyeahyeah...

47. What is the thing that you would most like to change about you?
how much i complain.

48. What color is your car?
when i get my moms, green

49. What do you smell like right now?
i dunno...a human?

50. What is your favorite color?
blue

52. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
depends on the times, and who i have on my side

53. Would you ever sky dive?
no..bunjee jump yes.

54. Do you sleep on your side, tummy or back?
d. all of the above.

55. What character from a movie most reminds you of yourself?
i dunno...

56. Have you ever bid for something on eBay?
nope

57. Do you ever want kids?
yeah

58. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
yep.

59. Would you consider yourself to be fashionable?
yes, unlike my mother. (she tells me i dont know how to dress, you should see how she dresses)

60. What color eyes do you have?
brown

61. What celebrities have you been compared to?
hilary duff and hillary clinton since my name is hillary.

62. Who is your favorite Star Wars character?
i dont have a favorite!!

63. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do?
depends on the person.

64. What books, if any, have made you cry?
shut-up...but Harry Potter and the Oder of the Pheonix, when Sirius dies..

65. What are you allergic to?
nothing.

66. Are you a jealous person when it comes to your significant other?
most of the time.

67. Do you ever feel guilty after eating meat?
nope.

68. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name be?
iono.

69. What is your current problem?
finishing my homework and gettin my grades up. (lol)

70. What makes you most happy?
brayden, friends, and music.

71. Who was the last person you tackled?
wat would you call tackling?...lol, probably chelsea.

72. Are you friends with your ex?
yes

73. What's your favorite Holiday?
christmas!

74. Do you hate Valentine's Day?
not really. it can be hurtful tho.

75. What is your nationality?
AMERICAN.

76. Have you ever had sex?
nope.

77. What kind of car do you want?
im not too picky

78. What's your favorite Disney movie?
iono..

79. What's your zodiac sign? Does it fit your personality?
Scorpio, sometimes yes.

80. How  many bones have you broken?
zero

81. Have you ever sprained anything?
nope.

82. Ever gotten any stitches?
nope.

83. What do you really want for Christmas this year?
im not sure, my birthday comes first. thinkin about that one, to go see Evanescence and get my ears peirced.

84. What's your dream job?
something that makes me happy.

85. Are you a morning person?
no. people learned that one the hard way. (i think only brayden could wake me up anyways and i would be happy just cuz he was there.)

86. What is your favorite season?
fall!

87. Have you ever cheated on a significant other?
nope.

88. Do you have any addictions?
my cell phone.

89. Have you ever been hurt by a significant other? Would you ever forgive them?
yah. yes.

90. What was the last thing you said to someone?
one aim "seriously" - on texting "haha i'm sorry" - to my mom something about going to wal-mart

91. Do you have any nicknames?
spaz & hil

92. Do you live with your parents?
uh huh

93. Do you get along with your parent(s)?
most of the time...

94. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married

95. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
no. im lucky. very lucky.

96. Do you ever watch MTV?
no.

97. What do you typically sleep in?
short and a t-shirt, sometimes a spagetti strap shirt.

98. Have you ever taken painkillers?
uhh...no..

99. Do you believe in love?
yep.

100. Who is the last person you kissed?
brayden. duh.